tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56838792011-04-22T11:38:15.386+08:00describe whattt???? haha.. basically.. this dumb dumb blog.. is all about my rubbish life.. what i do.. my thoughts.. my feelings.. hmmx.. a typical kinda of blog whereby i vent my anger.. and all that kind of stuff which people who blog do.. `saRahh~*noreply@blogger.comBlogger2821100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1136648718078854802006-01-07T23:37:00.000+08:002006-01-07T23:45:18.710+08:00

www.pseudoatrocity.blogspot.com

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1135352597518724952005-12-23T23:28:00.000+08:002005-12-23T23:43:17.563+08:00

initially i wanted to revamp the blog. do this, do that, do that, do this. but now. i dont feel like doing anything at all.im going on a holiday i possibly dont wish to go.i'll not spend yet more time with the people i wana spend withbut like it matters.it seems that my existence is nothing but a void.my words as what someone said is effortless, meaningless and said for the sake of

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1130908333494022762005-11-02T13:08:00.000+08:002005-11-02T13:12:13.506+08:00

it is a lovely wednesday afternoon.how much work is done.none.mabbie not none, not much.9 more days till the magic starts.once it starts, its going to hit like a a tempo of a rock song. then it ends.endless lamenting will begin.oh how oh how i wished i had started wayy wayy earlier.did i mention its 9 more days?can i finish studying everything?start praying for me people. i need all the hope and

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1127966833823397212005-09-29T11:49:00.000+08:002005-09-29T12:08:58.543+08:00

its been ages hasnt it. prelims over. all the fun played. and now its time to get down to workit feels like such a big relief with prelims over. a load taken off my shoulders. one more to go.time is running out and well, i cant sit here and moan about how terrible my life is.comparing my life with some. i would say that im so darn fortunate. so im going to try pushing myself, go crazy and be

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1125335071320042252005-08-30T00:59:00.000+08:002005-08-30T01:04:31.326+08:00

i dont know what is wrong with me but i feel myself giving up for good anf for real. a levels are drifting even furthur from me and i feel so helpless seeing myself let everything break apart. i am not putting in any effort to try and its like watching myself destruct. i feel so worthless, so good for nothing and i feel so so crushed. i want to try. push myself and give it another try but its so

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1124904538861009372005-08-25T01:27:00.000+08:002005-08-25T01:28:58.866+08:00

i think i just died again. go back; out of my life. either that or stay right here forever

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i wish time would come to a standstillthen.. i would be happyi wouldnt be filled with remorsei would treasure everything in my lifei would hold on to all the little things in my life which may not seem important but actually is. if only an hourglass could be stopped. then i could be 17 forever. 18 has made my life change so drastically. i feel old, boring, nonexistent. everyday i wake up and ask

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Sometimes in our lives we all have painWe all have sorrowBut if we are wiseWe know that there's always tomorrowLean on me, when you're not strongAnd I'll be your friendI'll help you carry onFor it won't be long'Til I'm gonna needSomebody to lean onPlease swallow your prideIf I have things you need to borrowFor no one can fill those of your needsThat you don't let showLean on me, when you're not

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1122980911691538422005-08-02T18:32:00.000+08:002005-08-02T19:08:31.700+08:00

i love blogs that are so cheery, so happy and bright. even when the writer is going through a dump, the blog is still so alive and i love those kind of blogs. i love the blogs with rich expressions, good writing and blogs filled with wit and humor. i admire these bloggers, their abilty to manipulate the laguage so beautifully and artistically (is there such a word?).woe is me.im am yet again

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1122270165745055782005-07-25T13:30:00.000+08:002005-07-25T13:44:18.196+08:00

its been almost two months since i last stepped here. u'ld probably think the blog is dead. well, it probably is. i dont quite know either.i've been pretty much bogged down by senseless crap and thoughts of quitting school and what the damn purpose of life have surfaced again. but what the heck right.shit like that always happens and yeah. i'll get through i suppose.to ease the terrible mind of

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1117172062638487692005-05-27T13:28:00.000+08:002005-05-27T13:34:22.646+08:00

so i have been watching the days whizz by as time speeds off and away. sitting on my butt as i blog this wondering if i should go back to sleep or just do something. starwars i have watched non. monster-in-law i wish i had time. a perpetual procrastinator is going to make these plus sin city, war of the worlds and fantastic four disappear before my eyes. boy am i itching to have fun. what an ass.

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1116353218643472532005-05-18T02:06:00.000+08:002005-05-18T02:06:58.650+08:00

little froggies. 3 handsome princes. to kiss or not to kiss 

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1116353140037599172005-05-18T02:05:00.000+08:002005-05-18T02:05:40.043+08:00

EEEEEYEARGGHHHH!!!! I HATE WORMS!! i saw a big worm eat up a small worm just before i had to stick my face into that. *shudders* 

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the best, the powerful, the mighty. ODAC! 

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Apollo! the best group ever! 

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to the unsympathetic people of the world. may god be with you. bless you with many offsprings and to have a world entombed within yourself. for not recognising or not giving a damn. the world revolves around you so just start praying to yourself. the world may hopefully be a better place with you being your own god. die imbecile die.----the weather has been crazy. hot hot hot like crap and today,

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im 18! like finally.no biggie. no small thing either. its just alright.i must thank all my wondeful friends and everybody who made my birthday so so awesome! they range from the tribe, to odac, to everyone!! most of all, yenny, zhijian, edgar and gan. they were the ones who made my birthday even better! without all my friends, i would be reduced to nothing.i watched xXx2 on sat with moose, victor

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1st may!! 

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1114692286816199992005-04-28T20:40:00.000+08:002005-04-28T20:44:46.816+08:00

im really tired. i really am. i dont know how to start where to begin.utterly rotten and terrible, thats what im feeling.restorative exhaustion

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i just got back from the annual ODAC camp and i have to admit.it was such an awesome camp. =Dmy group got 3RD!! =D and best game which was a real shocker cuz half the time, i thought the people didnt know what the heck they were playing cuz the games were thought of almost on the spot. but ohhh well! =)special thanks go out to the execo for planning such an awesome camp. wanting, junxian, luthfi,

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1113226208645877072005-04-11T21:08:00.000+08:002005-04-11T21:38:31.013+08:00

i think i am a coward. i hate accepting facts of life. facts such as people will inevitably come and go. i hate that. i hate to have people come into my life and just walk away. then i try and get them back cuz i want everyone in my life but somehow, they turn their backs on me and disappear. how fair is that? to me at least. its not fair. its not in my control. its not what i want. its reality.

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1112806358844587362005-04-07T00:50:00.000+08:002005-04-07T00:56:03.650+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISTER BANANA PANG!

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the nicest picture i have of simple plan, so far. i'll get more up soon!

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WOOOO!!! =D

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the opening act- puggg jellly! bloody bunny ears blocked the view literally the whole time

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beee fore the concert

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1112795426361068462005-04-07T00:04:00.000+08:002005-04-07T00:45:42.800+08:00

alright. this blog is rather late and outdated. i've been wanting to blog for the longest time ever but i guess, i have been too tired. physically and mentally tired.i did SUPERBLY well for my block tests. its sooo damn good till i can jump around jubilantly. not. utter, sheer disappointment. im beginning to wonder yet again where all this will go.but. im nonplussed about it man. so like what the

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1111848214983288122005-03-26T22:22:00.000+08:002005-03-26T22:43:34.990+08:00

i must apologise for my previous post as it was unjust, uncalled for and so totally shallow.but hey.. it holds 65% worth of truth in it. as least thats what many people i know think.justifing my actions, i guess you can say i was pretty frustrated with my stupidity and the fact that well. nothing i do seem to be right. and i just want to taste success so bad.whatever.i've pretty much been having

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1111678586095394552005-03-25T00:00:00.000+08:002005-03-25T00:30:45.226+08:00

AM I INCAPABLE?ARE WE ARTS PEOPLE INCAPABLE? IS IT CUZ ITS HARDER TO SCORE A'S IN THE ARTS FACULTY THAT WE DESERVE TO LOSE OUR PLACES IN UNIVERSITY TO THE MORE CAPABLE STRAIGHT A'S *ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND IS HOW TO APPLY TECHNIQUES?* WHY DONT THEY BLOODY CREATE A UNIVERSITY SPECIALLY FOR US NOT AS CLEVER RETARDS? they can name it.THE ARTS UNIVERSITY-for arts losers without a'sHOORAY.

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1111553987242779782005-03-23T12:55:00.000+08:002005-03-23T12:59:47.253+08:00

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain We all have sorrow But if we are wise We know that there's always tomorrow Lean on me, when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on Please swallow your pride If I have things you need to borrow For no one can fill those of your needs That you don't let show So just call on

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1110819978837075562005-03-15T00:30:00.002+08:002005-03-15T01:19:37.876+08:00

its brain degrading. facing all that stack of dusty notes. having to beat your brain up just to force utter rubbish into it. causing you and people around you paranoia and distress. read in between the lines man. geez. im tired of education. i hate the pathetic fallacy that faces me. oh well. whatever.i just realised how much bitching can de-stress you. not that im stressed and not that i love

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1110460688583066962005-03-10T21:28:00.001+08:002005-03-10T21:18:59.390+08:00

ohhh boy.i am so damn bloody angry and you know what, i am so angry that i am angry but i am so angry with so many things, i want to be angry and remain angry. words cant explain this insaitable anger that i am feeling yet this anger has not even reached its plateau. its increasing with each passing minute. arghhhh. im angrier now because im not as angry as how i was angry just now. in fact its

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1110460667816434632005-03-10T21:28:00.000+08:002005-03-10T21:17:47.820+08:00

ohhh boy.i am so damn bloody angry and you know what, i am so angry that i am angry but i am so angry with so many things, i want to be angry and remain angry. words cant explain this insaitable anger that i am feeling yet this anger has not even reached its plateau. its increasing with each passing minute. arghhhh. im angrier now because im not as angry as how i was angry just now. in fact its

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1110460580350460872005-03-10T21:16:00.000+08:002005-03-10T21:16:20.350+08:00

i am so godamm angry 

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1110106279068544392005-03-06T18:51:00.000+08:002005-03-06T19:06:48.903+08:00

let me introduce to you, the vile-est creatures on earth which leads lives to ruins and to unsurmountable despair..*drumrolls*DIE CHOCOLATES DIEE!! Being away and unable to touch them for close to two weeks has been unbearable. especially since its the after Chinese New Year and Valentines day period. They are staring at you all the time begging you to eat them up. Craving for them all day and

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*rolls eyes*i am so irritated with myself.suddenly i feel as if im reduced to nothing.now,i cant walk,i cant move my arm properly,i cant move my last two fingers,i'm still having bronchitis.someone save me. take away all the pain. give me precious skin and make me alright again. my doctor said all those tears will turn into scars when it is healed.great. now i will have a leg which matches my

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1109339332920906072005-02-25T19:48:00.000+08:002005-02-25T21:51:16.736+08:00

left. me, esther, caroline and josephine. notice that im the fattest among the lot. hoho.. its time to lose weight yet again sarah. haha. just look at those thunder arms.. gee.

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ah kun and i posing and advertising for new zealand's natural on a nice rubbery blue float. lol~

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fuck.now i hate being sick.give me any school day and i will wish to the damn skies to be sicktoday.its gotten too far.i cant breathe. can hardly eat. friggin brains throbbing like shit. i cant sleep.i wish i could go out. but nay. where is everyone?.screw umbrellas. screw all the fucking sufferings im going through now.on a lighter note.im having holidays but im stuck at home.block tests comingi

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1108907296768607172005-02-20T21:44:00.000+08:002005-02-20T21:50:35.850+08:00

just watched the wedding singer.i had had had to post this. =) so so nice.i wanna make you smile whenever you're sad carry you around when your arthritis is bad all i wanna do, is grow old with you I'll get you medicine when your tummy aches Build you a fire if the furnace breaks So, it could be so nice growing old with you,.... I'll miss you Kiss you Give you my coat when you are cold Need you

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1108879782501994012005-02-20T14:03:00.000+08:002005-02-20T14:09:42.503+08:00

i feel like throwing up blood. if only all the blood in my body may coagulate so i may cough it out so globs can just come sputtering out.but nooo...im left as human and well as possible so that the natural environment may slowly devour my pseudo carcass..help.im still physically alive as it is but im mentally exhaused and this life is close to death in its raw state.my brain has stopped thinking

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1108564504315783562005-02-16T22:24:00.000+08:002005-02-16T22:35:04.320+08:00

i hate the smells of fishmarkets. i hate the smell of raw fish, uncooked. i hate it when its applied to humanity. i hate it when things get stinky and ugly.is it due to human nature and upbringings that fishmarkets are prevelant. why cant the bloody fishes be packed in their bloody PVC boxes with plastic wrappings so the fishes arnt like open and the smells would be somehow musked.is 'the self'

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Happpppppppy Valentinessssssssss Dayyyyyyy!!!I LOVE ALL OF YOU my dearest friends!thank you for all that you have given me. the friendship, the smiles, the care and concern, the love, and everything of u! it has just been awesome!for those who did not receieve my sms. i love you all. thank you so so much for all that you have done for me. it means so much to me! serious! haha. whatever happens,

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oh i love chinese new year! wahahahaa. i love the foood. haha. whats new you may wonder. but at least now, i dont really give a shit about the money. of course i will hope to get more ang paos and more cash. but hey. chinese new year to me, aint all about the money.. gee. and it like took me 17 darn years to realise that. hahahaa. i had friggin close to 50 bowls of soup today. haha. imagine. its

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i cant wait for chinese new year. my room would be at its neatest statei will get to meet all my cute lil cousins and to play with emi get to tease the older cousins and to catch up with emi get to see my grandma happy and with no worriesi get to hug my grandmamooooneyy! goooood foood!steamboat day and night! *pats tummy* LOLvalentines day would be coming!meeting up with all my buddies and

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you know, it feels really awesome when your com finally works and you turn on to read the blogs and the tagboard which you have to see people tagging and leaving such sweet messages which makes your day. i must say. thank you for making my day! if only you can see how im glowing now. =) i can happily return to my history tutorial which i have been at the past few hours.. i love you all so much

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words will never be able to sum up how i feel. it makes your day knowing that you have people around you who care so much for you and who will always be two steps behind you.. i've got many of such friends who care so much. just i never really listened to them. i've always been the stubborn, hard headed moron who never listens. who is filled with all the negativities in the world. mabbie i still

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jsfnsgklsdngnskfmosfoakfl; jadbuisfnksnukvn slvnlsij i am so so so annoyed with myself. i deserve to rot in hell and burn in there. mabbie let my whole body combust and turn into black ash or whatever colour ash is.. i dont deserve a place on earth. merely taking up the precious oxygen which others can use and depriving a innocent life. damnit. im gonna train im not gonna eat.

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the green goblin in me is stomping around the attics. Creating all that hulabaloo. Causing my thoughts to distort and for all that is past to come and return home. Home is the place i want to leave or at least i think i want to leave but can't due to nostalgic memories. I am still hoping wht the hell, dont know why acting like a stupid fool i wish i knew why. all the upheavals caused by the

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1106026465560095632005-01-18T13:23:00.000+08:002005-01-19T11:27:54.590+08:00

my freaking com has been down. but nah. i am not complaining. its just bloody inconvenient. i realised only recently how i can multi task and do more things in a day, plus care and show that i care for my friends. even catching up with them is easy. i feel good. i dont understand how i could never ever have enough time previously and it was so bad to the extent till messaging was tough. i guess

`saRahh~*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5683879.post-1105544635351846832005-01-10T00:29:00.000+08:002005-01-12T23:43:55.350+08:00

life's endless mind games.i know not what to make out.in fact, i simply give up.nomore you say.okay i neigh.let this naught be i wish.oh well. i look back.life's been nothing but mockery.okay. i step back.i sigh and i resign and i give up.where is your infinate stubborness i say.gone to hell to be with satan. oh gay.oh yay. oh gay.she's given up so shout hooray.

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todayi told you what i felt.disappointedyou didnt reply.expectedyou to go.hopedthat you will stay.puzzledwhy we ever got close.confusedwhy you did so.happywhen you were with me.elatedwhen you looked at me.joyfulwhen you were near.blessedi got to know you.anxiousjust to see you.estaticjust to hear from you.crushthat was what i hadinfactuatedthat was what i felt.likethat is what i feel.youthats

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expectations almightyone i have in friendsto be a cup to be filled, never endpour, pour, pouri am heredisappointmentlies to cover up liesthe cup unwilling to be filledgreetings to you dear friendsadnessi wont departgriefi wont cryherei will stayhandi will stretch outbehindi will catch youfall you will never

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the stage is all yours but your show's a flop. people are leaving even before the end throwing popcorn all over your seats. hah. shows over. you can carry on your mindless soliloquy. and fade into oblivion. i dont care the titles before and after my name. not having a conscience is my greatest sin. i believe that truths will prevail. the end.

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=) you dont know how much your replies mean to me. hah. sometimes, actions made by a person gets judged. people are often judged by their actions. whether you like it or not, things which a person does have their repercussions. just like choices which have to be made. you made your choice, you live with its consequences. sure. questions will be asked. but they need no answer. the answer lies

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was just looking at this pic and *sighs. i miss the old times so much. that and the j2s.  

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the song starts like this. Ninety miles outside Chicago Can't stop driving I don't know why SO many questions, i need an answer Two years later your still on my mind and then yadayada.. it leads and carries on to this... Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know Why I wasn't meant for you... i just wish i knew already. i just

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if there is anything i dislike more than anything else on this world. it would be the 2 faced, the hypocrites and the backstabbers. they have officially reserved a special place in hell. lets celebrate. i'm stumped, puzzled, confused and bloody hell annoyed.

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i'ld gladly. =)

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the new school year and term starts tomorrow. can you hear the hinge of enthusiasm in my tone? wheee!!! hah. the whole idea of school pricks my bottom. alright. back to history you bloody noisy and annoying prick.

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people hurried along with chilly vapoured breaths. the tree stood. a gust of wind blew. the last leaves of autumn fell slowly steadily onto the ground. the beauty of nature set in as we see the transformation of such a grand maple tree degrade to its pitiful bare trunk. spring will come. the warmth will set in again. the leaves will grow. the old leaves which have fallen will turn into nutrients

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zzzzzzzz.. 

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sammie is high.. lolx. no. shes just posing for the camera. lolx...  

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the alcoholics. haha.. wait. ms woo is missing. lolx. 

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i look drunk. but i am not. it had no effect on me. just redness.. new year's eve at esplanade =) fun... 

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after blog surfing, i realised many people were summing up their year. i guess. it would be good if i could do likewise. so here goes. first three months. probably the most awesome time in my lives. all those awesome awesome friends. all the chaoing, ponning and the list goes on. those bloody ponning and chaoing school sessions carried on in mj. but. probably if not for first 3 months. i'll

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deprived facination for christmas mushrooms! 

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ignuts!  

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*sticks out index finger* point of information sir. if something is spoilt or faulty, its not working. that is an understandable fact. having a faulty handphone but still be able to use it is such a wonderous feat. especially when it is humanly impossible to see the words on the screen. *rolls eyes* -those were random babbles- sarah is a annoyed, upset, sad, tired, confused, almost clueless shit

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was blog surfing.realised how distant i have got to many many of my friends.i dont think i deserve to be called a friend.i dont even know whats going on in most of their lives.i'm so sorry.rach ng, shaun, sean, pido, ben, jon, benji, victor, shamus, sarah tang, krys, huiting, ziting, z-ting, charmainesss, fazi, joanna, jasmines, ke xin, all my ex classmates, chow., deborah, sam huang, mich, yi

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we like bananas! wahahahaaa

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i'm sorry i havent exactly been really festive about this christmas. didnt wish any of you. didnt ask you all out to give you your gifts. pulled back when i was supposed to meet any of you. i'm really sorry yeah. its just me, being bogged down by stuff which happened lately which thou shalt not name. i am sincerely sorry once again. i am suddenly stumped and at a loss for words. thoughts are

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ho ho ho... MERRY CHRISTMAS!! i love this time of the year. =)

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i learnt something today. : always give others a chance to show their worth. to prove to you how wonderful they can be. i did that today and i gained a new good friend. i thank god for him =) stuff i want for christmas *erhrmmmmmm* = brotherhood dvd/vcd = moulin rouge dvd/vcd = tears of the sun dvd/vcd = goodbye lenin! dvd/vcd = osama dvd/vcd = whatever other dvd/vcd la. hahahaa = a nice fcuk

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hmmx. just when i thought i had put a bookmark on the page and closed the book for the time being cuz of endless soul searching, i came back finding myself more hyped up than ever. there is this new pent up energy waiting to be released. and i find myself opening up the book and eagerly opening the pages of the past, flippin, flippin. looking for clues. just cant seem to wait for the pages to

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okay. sarah is back.. i really cant get myself to continue talking about china. it just gets tiring repeating it so many times. you can call me to find out more.. hahahaa.. so this will be a brief summary. stuff i did/found out -there is steam when we pee'ed in the mornings. -we built 2 biogas tanks. short of 3. we were supposed to build 5. -literally everyone got sick on the trip. yixin had to

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-the scenery in china- in singapore you see tall buildings, people walking running dashing across roads. in a hurried manner, on phones, with constipated expressions on their faces, eyebrows arched and worried. in china, you see people smoking. everywhere. spitting. everywhere. in the cities, you see the tall buildings. traffic lights, cars, tons and tons of people on bicycles, beggars and

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fuck. i'm in the school library trying to use the damn com and of all days, i have to have a migrane attack now. i cant actually see what im typing cuz the damn room is spinning. shucks. sorry.

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ohhhhhhhhhh wellllll sarah is damn damn tired tired of every single freaking thing plaguing my damn frigging brain i dont quite know what exactly going through my head. one minute it says stay the next it says dammit. do i really have to go i really really wanna know what is it i have to do to make things back the way it were. To make myself and you stay. But i guess for now i dont and i dont

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i learnt something lately: things are better left untouched. something struck me today: whats yours today may change and may never ever be yours again the next moment. situations are so fragile. so are people. the most fragile of all in my opinion are friendships. friendships may be strong. but the next, they can be shattered. they may be weak, may be strong next but still have that

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piercing spears and pointed knives. prick me with a thousand pins cuz i will be numb. i want answers but i guess i should just wake up and stop decieving myself. i know your answer already. i keep slapping myself to wake up. but i cant. im slipping away. im losing myself.

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its working again. but for how long i'll never know. i simply refuse to reformat my damn com. call it stubborn. imagine all the tons of songs and movies and everything gone. i'll be weeping inside. its not like i already am not. i cant bring myself to let go. im just plain annoying, irritating and moronic. i miss you. i probably wont be able to come online for some time. i would if this big

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A hundred days have made me olderSince the last time that I saw your pretty face.A thousand lies have made me colderAnd I don't think I can look at this the same.All the miles that seperateDisappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face.-I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time. I'm here without you baby But you're still

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sarah's com is down. the only thing she can do on it is play sims, watched downloaded stuff and listen to music. bahx. so darn annoying. this whole no internet thing is killing me. gahx. oh well.. i dont know what to do, how to react. i find myself annoying yet i try not to think so. why is there this building of the great wall of china. or is it just me? things arnt the same no matter how much

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yoooooooo hooooooooooo!! finally my internet works!! haha. but i really wonder how long this will last.. =D oh wells! sarah is happy happy and oh so very happy!! =D *grins* shopping speee today. - 2 new tops - new jeans - new bag (school) - good food - lost weight - uh. something else. hahaa.. laadeeedaaa! cindy!! eat more!! its getting really late. so i'll just end here. =) esther is

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pop goes the weasel.

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i can hardly put myself in place now. i simply cant contain myself. i'm beaming like a fool from ear to ear. you guys know who are. i love you!! xoxoxo *muahs buahahahaa!.. first orgy? hmmx.. i think it should have been.. my zillionth orgy. wahaha.

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da day we celebrated jassie's bday! =D 

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all this vile mockery. i've had enough. make me a doll and break my head. i'm better off as such anyway. twirl me on and take me on a ride. im better off dead. what am i talking about. you're embedded in me and i already am dead.

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i seriously think that my brain has somehow melted, degraded, vanished to some extent. to start, i've gone dumb. i suck even more in my studies out of sheer stupidity next, i'm not able to tell a lie from sacasm. it is usually something i am so able to do in the past. another would be the ability to decipher the other party. im no longer able to do all these. and it irks me from the shortest

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make me a statue and smash it up let it crumble and break and never be pieced up let the pieces fall and never be picked up i want to fall and never climb up let emotions overwhelm and tear me up let there be no smiles to brighten me up hang me, quarter me, axe me up hurt is what these can never measure up there is no me, i've all dried up

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its been some time eh. lolx. ah disregard the lame castle story. its crap. at least, you can go ahead and take it as crap. has some significance to me.. wahaha.. its monday and it was halloween yesterday. its pretty sad thinking about halloween. why cant we celebrate halloween? should distances and different traditions prevent the whole nations from not celebrating halloween? haha. i doubt so.

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mich and i went back to st margs on sat for the funfair. the saintSATION 2 was more fun. cuz i was innit. wahaha. all the waterbombs, jas, sammie, chow, krys, fazi, 2e2, ms zainab, mrs lee life was fab then. I LOVE ST MARGS!! =D now, things are different. no more 2e2. no ms zainab, no ms anu, no mrs lee. the spirit still lingers in our hearts though. it was great. the garden looks are

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i'm moving up to j2. but some said i dont deserve it. well. mabbie i really dont. it will be tough next year. i've got to stay strong. in my heart and in my mind. its tough considering all the ambiguities suddenly sprouting infront of me. whatever it is. whatever. the wicked witch and the retarded killer from scream -the castle- with dusk, the castle door closed with the eerie moonlight

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i just did something beyond my wildest dreams. i pop'ed the floating bubble. whether or not the soapy liquid falls on me and makes me nice and clean after a rain or whether or not the liquid falls onto the ground forever and to never ever come back, that i'll never know. but at least i pop'ed the bubble. something i have never ever done before. to anyone at least. --------i feels weird not

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i just had this super sinful pure chocolate from coffee bean.i couldnt help it. i really needed something to life my spirts up. its been kinda bad lately. very unstable and uncertain. of the future. what it holds for me.i do not want people to leave mj. i do not want people to retain. i want them to move up whether or not i do. i dont want to see them stagnate with me neither do i want to see

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current track: always on my mind-phantom planets found this on the net.. found it soooo frikkin cute.. hahaa.. =) haha. i havent exactly blogged for some time right. oh well. i kinda have quite a couple of thoughts on my mind. but i dont quite know where to start. =) this phantom planet song is bloody on my mind.. hahaa. i-tunes is kinda well a not bad programme to play your music. i

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i miss that glint, sparkle, glitter and anything that shimmers that comes from you eyes. not forgetting that brillant grin and nice perfect smile. please dont treat me like a cease to exist. its making me feel so wormy, squirmy, bitter inside. it may seem like everything is alright, but. it aint. i aint. this is due to 5 simple words. i kinda do miss you. =) SARAH LEARNT HOW TO SKATEBOARD TODAY!

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i have to share this verse with everyone before i start rattling off. this verse has given me so much comfort during the promo days. it kept me strong and going. i'm gona share it with all. gota thank joel for it. =) "i know the thoughts i have towards you, sayas the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, thoughts to give you a future and a hope." - jeremiah 29:11 its so beautiful. so

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some of us outside meridian. denzil's not here cuz he's taking the pic. wadi, jiawei were elsewhere and are thus not in the pic.  

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